Hello my sweet friends, hope you are all doing well - I am doing extremely well - but I am utterly exhausted at the moment.....is it just me, or are we all feeling tired beyond measure, because another crazy year is coming to a close? Or because we got an extra hour at the beginning of the month, and our systems have not yet adjusted, or because life is just never easy sailing - I haven't found out, what's going on, and why - all I know is, that I am barely making it through the day.
When I take my children to bed, I fall asleep with either one of them, just to go into my own bed to simply crash - but then I wake up during the night, and find it hard to go back to sleep - which doesn't really surprise me, cause I have been sleeping about 6+ hours - why then am I so tired? If any of you has a really good explanation, please feel free to comment after this post. I'd really like to know.
Life otherwise is going well - the practice is coming about nicely, even though not quite as swiftly as it first appeared to - but I guess that's just as well, as we are away for Christmas - so I will just open the doors in January. It's exciting, to say the least - I have committed this whole endeavour to God, as He is the One, that provides me with the insights and who has put the initial interest in learning more about the language of the soul and how bodily symptoms can point us to disconnects between Spirit, Body and Soul. I can feel His hand in setting up this practice - so I trust His perfect timing, and if He feels it's beneficial to not start yet (the business cards are not done, neither is my postcard brochure, and I still have not received the picture for the wall.....) - I will gladly submit.
Somehow my administration still sucks badly - I don't know, why it is, that I seem to procrastinate so much on that level.....but I know, that I have to tackle this now - for there are a few deadlines coming up.....
Right now I need the guidance of the Holy Spirit, to help me prioritize all the many things that press on me from all sides - I know, partially it's because something inside of me wants to break free of all these worldly pressures, but I also know, that I will still have to succumb to some of them, for I am still here.... - that's when I feel the burden of running the show on my own.....but I know, God has a plan, and this Plan is good and it's a plan to prosper me, not to harm me, and I just have to hang in there..... - the best is yet to come.....
Again, that leads back to my universal theme: PATIENCE - God really wants to bring this one home - I have to continually surrender to Him, when I am getting impatient, and when I want to get frustrated. He knows, what's best, and His timing is always right - I pledge, to keep hanging in there, until the end of my days, if that's what it takes - yet, I am exhausted!!!
On this note, I want to pray for you, that you would not have this patience issue rubbed in all the time, and if so, then I pray that we will be reaching another breakthrough real soon. I pray for your energies to be renewed and that we'll feel energized to do, what God would have us do.
Hang in there, my friends, whatever you are facing today, your best is yet to come!!!
I love you - Be blessed my friends -
Amen
Somehow my administration still sucks badly - I don't know, why it is, that I seem to procrastinate so much on that level.....but I know, that I have to tackle this now - for there are a few deadlines coming up.....
Right now I need the guidance of the Holy Spirit, to help me prioritize all the many things that press on me from all sides - I know, partially it's because something inside of me wants to break free of all these worldly pressures, but I also know, that I will still have to succumb to some of them, for I am still here.... - that's when I feel the burden of running the show on my own.....but I know, God has a plan, and this Plan is good and it's a plan to prosper me, not to harm me, and I just have to hang in there..... - the best is yet to come.....
Again, that leads back to my universal theme: PATIENCE - God really wants to bring this one home - I have to continually surrender to Him, when I am getting impatient, and when I want to get frustrated. He knows, what's best, and His timing is always right - I pledge, to keep hanging in there, until the end of my days, if that's what it takes - yet, I am exhausted!!!
On this note, I want to pray for you, that you would not have this patience issue rubbed in all the time, and if so, then I pray that we will be reaching another breakthrough real soon. I pray for your energies to be renewed and that we'll feel energized to do, what God would have us do.
Hang in there, my friends, whatever you are facing today, your best is yet to come!!!
I love you - Be blessed my friends -
Amen
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