God bless you - You are amazing in His sight, never forget that!!! He created you in His image, and we all have a Purpose!!!
Hello my dear friends.....I can't believe how time flies.....next week will be the the first Sunday of Advent.....and shortly thereafter we will be celebrating Christmas again - the birth of Baby Jesus - what a Joy and Peace He came to bring into this broken world......and still brings into this world today. But only to those who believe, only to those who see with their hearts, who's eyes have been opened to see what stays hidden for the natural eye, who hear, what stays hidden to the natural ear.
I am forever grateful, that Christ chose to wake me up, when He did - My life has been greatly enriched by it....and He has given me a life beyond my wildest dreams - except for one thing (to be reunited with the man of my dreams) - but as mentioned before, I trust Him with this dream as well....He knows, when both him (the man) and I will be ready to receive this gift.
We can only receive a miracle, when we are ready to receive it, meaning, when all people involved believe in it.......that tells me something about the Night that Christ was born......the people of that time must have believed with all their hearts, that the Messiah was coming.....it's by our Faith that we shall receive. They received the Miracle, because they believed in it.
Do you think I am crazy, when I tell you, that my man and I are reunited in the supernatural.....maybe you think I am crazy and maybe I am.....but I have to tell you: I don't really care what other people say or think about me anymore. All that counts is, what God says about me.....and that is, that I am His beloved daughter. He promises me an eternal husband, who will wipe away all my tears. So I choose to believe, that he will come back for me, just like Christ will come back for all mankind - when we're all ready to believe that He will.
Please pray for me, that this, my personal miracle will happen soon. I know, some of you don't like the idea.....cause they're harbouring feelings of love for me - please don't take me wrong, I really love all of you, for God had you in mind, when He inspired me to write this blog, and I feel very much appreciated by all the attention and love people express to me. But I am spoken for - God has this someone special for all of us.....if and when we believe. It's not about me at all, it's about the Love of Christ reflected through me.
Phil Collins has a song out there called 'Two Hearts' and just recently I could finally understand/hear the proper lyrics: two hearts believing in one mind - the mind of God..... - I want you to know, I care for you a lot - I wouldn't be writing this very honest and transparent blog, sharing my heart with you, if I didn't or should I say, if the Father Himself and Jesus Christ didn't love you beyond measure..... - they do and I do, because you are special. God created you in His image. There is only one You, and God has a special purpose just for You.....and a true love waiting for you (even the one you're with today can reach that potential, if you choose love over anything else and if you're willing to forgive, and look at your partner with the eyes of Grace) but I just cannot fall out of God's Plan again.
This time I will only look up to God, and listen to the Holy Spirit.....and He hasn't told me, to go find me another man - or promised me, that He would bring me another.....quite the contrary is true. So I shall keep the course - I wouldn't be able to love, like I am supposed to love anyway....for I gave my heart to my true love almost 18 years ago.....and haven't been able to retrieve it since (I am not a retriever by nature...I am just obedient to the calling I receive by the Holy Spirit).....and I know, that I am not supposed to. He's got it then, and I promised, that I wouldn't take it back, I haven't, and I won't. Yet I respect him , if he doesn't want to receive it.....it's His choice and I cannot force him, to receive it - he has a free will, and I wouldn't want him to be forced into receiving my heart and into giving his heart to me in return, because he was forced to do so....
I am patiently waiting, even if it's hard sometimes. It's like a said in an earlier post, that his coming would be an added bonus, for I am lonely at times here on earth, but I am blessed abundantly already, by God Almighty, so I am in no hurry...... - just as Kath Bloom sings in her song: 'Come Here'.
I have been given life eternal, so I have all the time in the world. I am not free for another romance - and I will never be, until I am reunited with the one God has for me, and get to live the sacred romance God has for all his children - even if this is only in eternity. End of story.
This is yet another facet of my radical faith - I cannot be half in and half out. I have to be in 100% or I don't even have to bother. Nothing will satisfy my heart's desire, than to be united with the one God has for me - both of us surrendered to Christ within.....so that our 'Happily Ever After' can begin.
In the Mighty Name of Jesus Christ I lift this prayer to the Most High, for all of us, who believe in Twin Hearts and timeless Love, that He would reunite/unite us with our True Love forever soon. Amen.
I am wishing you a marvellous Christmas Season - let's hold on to the Light, the Love, the Forgiveness, the Peace and the Grace, Christ came to bring 2000+ years ago.
Be blessed my friends
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