God bless you - You are amazing in His sight, never forget that!!! He created you in His image, and we all have a Purpose!!!
Hello my dear friends, this is what God brought to my attention today, as I went for a walk with my dog......
Yesterday I wrote to you, how the Holy Spirit taught me, that He would see me through the hardest times.....and He has been faithful in it at all times, and I trust Him more than anything with my life, my children, my parents, my career - you name it, I trust Him with it all - yet today, He challenged me with another question altogether:
What if I decided to take you home, to be with me, my child? - Woohoo, this hit home and was a heart wrenching moment, I cried and wasn't sure, what to say.... this is very hard.....even though I have so many times longed to be with Him, even at one point in my life considered suicide.....I couldn't say right away, that I would gladly go Home......
Yet, as I let it sink in, I know, that yes, I'd trust Him with the lives of my loved ones, especially my children, I know that I have given them the fundamentals of looking up for help in times of trouble.....knowing that God is always there for them - I know that the people that are involved in the lives of my children, would look to God for guidance, and He would orchestrate everything for the best of them.
I am hoping that my children would know, that I would be going to be with Jesus, the Lover of my soul, who I longed to be with all my life, that I'd be where there is no more weeping no more pain. And that I would meet them there, when their time has come.....but in the meantime I would want them to live their lives to the fullest. And I would cheer them on from above the clouds - not with one thought should they ever think, that they hold any responsibility in my moving on. It has nothing to do with what they did or how they behaved.
It would merely mean, that my time on earth would be up and that I had truly graduated from all the physical hardship that is in this world today, that I could now go to be with the Father - forever and ever.....that my soul and my spirit would be with Him and that I would continue to live in the hearts of those who loved me - and that my children and their children after them would live the legacy of Grace and Love, that I'd leave behind....they'd bring to completion what I wouldn't have been able to complete.
I'd play the Harp for and with the Angels - and I'd ride along the prairie - no more tedious learning to play with two hands, eight fingers.....no more learning how to hold the reins, and to keep the heels down.....just pure bliss forever - I would get to hang out with my grandparents, my cousin, great aunts and uncles and whoever else I would have wanted to meet personally throughout my life, who has passed on before or with me. I would be enamoured to talk to Morning Dove, who wrote the book 'Cogewea' that read as if it was my own story, just with another backdrop, meeting Paul the Apostle and many many others......I don't think I would ever be bored - can you imagine the Joy, when we finally meet there.....but most of all I would get to be with Jesus, who I love so completely - there would be a wedding and a feast.....so please don't feel sorry for me - if He took me home. It's not that I want to go, and I am praying that I get to be with y'all for very much longer, now that I just got the hang of living life more abundantly, now that I have so many dreams to pursue....
But: Yes, His will be done, not mine - I surrender my life all over again to Him, who created me and to Him, who died for me and to Him, who sustained me all this time (the Holy Trinity of God). He knows best and He has a plan, a plan to prosper me, not to harm me - a plan to give me a Hope and a Future.....and through it all He'd be with my children and comfort them - He'd be with my parents and give them Peace - that all is well with my Soul.....I would finally be Home. - For my Heart has been home for a while now - my treasures have all been stored in Heaven, not here.....
As I am writing this, I again feel as if this blog needs to come to an end....maybe this is even the last blog - we shall see - I will keep you posted - as the Spirit will reveal it to me.
Just one little reminder: the most important lesson in life is the one of obedience to the Holy Spirit.....when we surrender our lives to God, and when we are obedient to the nudgings of the Holy Spirit, we will reap great blessings, it is then, that Christ can live through us.....
This is the most rewarding thing ever, and I wouldn't want to live another minute or even second of my life any other way anymore. I trust the The Holy Trinity of God, to lead us all home, when the time is right.....with this I lift my voice up to Heaven, with raised hands and sing: Holy Holy is the Lord God Almighty. I love you Lord with all my Heart always and forever.
Be blessed my friends - Amen
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