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Tuesday, September 18, 2012

New Season of Life

God bless you - You are amazing in His sight, never forget that!!! He created you in His image, and we all have a Purpose!!!

Hello friends, I am very excited, to venture out of my home, starting up my own practice as a Somatic Therapist.......but at the same time, I am a little apprehensive, how this will all turn out..... - I am asked to simply TRUST all over again - the following three seem to be the prominent words in all my life lesson's: TRUST, OBEY AND BE PATIENT - God truly knows, what my hardest challenges are......TRUST and OBEY have become somewhat easier with time, or should I say, with each time, that He held me and gave me wings to fly, when I jumped off the cliff......and brought me closer to Himself and filled my Heart with Wonder and Awe, at how deep His Love for me REALLY is - but the BE PATIENT Part is definitely the hardest lesson for me to learn. Yet I know I must!!!!

I am in the process of opening my own practice, and somehow I wish I had done more already, but I guess, I will have to go Baby step by Baby step into this new season of life - the summer was mainly spent catering to my parents needs......and being somewhere in a suspended space between Heaven and Earth, as I like to call this summer's theme of my life......I felt extremely connected to the Lover of my Soul and He whispered to my soul constantly - right now, with reality hitting home, I feel a little disconnected, and that makes me sad - even though I know, the seasons of life, the valleys of perception of connectedness vary and come in waves - and I do know, that it's truly just my personal perception, that I feel separated from God, for He never leaves me - just the same, my Heart yearns to have the closeness of the summer back.....

Now, with trying to focus on building this new endeavour, and the demands of the house and the children back in school and all else back on my plate, I must admit I feel a little overwhelmed, to say the least. - Plus I have no experience, how to establish my own practice........I know, that the only way is to pray for the guidance of God and the Holy Spirit, to connect me to the right people at the right time - and then......here it is again: BE PATIENT!!! Receive the manna he provides one day at a time.

Patience was never my strong suit - but I am willing to give it my all.......and maybe this will bring the long awaited break through and one morning I will wake up, and notice that yes, I have learned to be PATIENT!!! Please pray for me, as I am leaving my comfort zone, and pick up my cross and follow Him, who died for me......to bring His Love and Light to those that He would send to me - for that is the true purpose of my practice. Just as God wanted me to start to write this blog and the previous one - telling me, that I simply had to write and He would find the one's who would be blessed through my writing - now He tells me, to be still and know that He is God - He will help me establish the practice and bring the people who seek His Healing Touch through what I have to offer.

God is good all the time - I know that and I pray that this knowledge will spread from head to toe and fill me with this toasty warm feeling of being cared for and held by the hand of Him, who is already on the other side of all the insecurity and apprehensiveness of establishing His plan for me. Thank you, Jesus, for affirming this to me, even as I write this post. I am forever grateful for all that you have done for me over the last year and a half - for you have given my life purpose and fulfilment!!! 

In God I trust - always - be blessed my friends,
Amen

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