Let go and let God.....

God bless you - You are amazing in His sight, never forget that!!! He created you in His image, and we all have a Purpose!!!

Hello my dear friends, here is what God has just given at lunch today.....I have been frazzled over the last little while, beating myself up for not 'doing' life like I have always believed Life should be 'done'.......the way my parents taught me, they way they have 'done' life. But I feel weary and scatterbrained beyond anything I can even describe to you.....somehow I am exhausted before the day even starts.....

Okay, here it comes: the truth of the matter is, that He is teaching me to 'be' life - to start being rather than doing - which was the cause for many struggles and hurts. I have surrendered many things to God already: my children, my life, my journey, my plans, my practice.....and many many areas more of my life. Yet not the one, to live up to the expectation of my parents or society, how I 'do' life - that is, how I run my life, the household, the chores and all else.....so He is calling me to let go and let Him take care of this as well, in His time He will make all things beautiful - if I only let go.

So today, when I voiced my concerns, at how scatterbrained I am, and how hard it is, to keep up 'doing' life the way I think my parents and society expect me to 'do' my life - I just crash.....

While I was talking, I felt the Holy Spirit to whisper to me: Just rest in my arms, my darling, right now you're on a roll in the spiritual and emotional part of you - because I teach you and grow you in these areas.....so don't try to do it all at once. Rest, sleep, relax - seek my presence and not run yourself ragged. If you give your false Belief systems to me, I will guide you to new shores, and I will provide the help and the focus, to take care of the things of your physical word as well. Right now, just relax and enjoy what you learn in the spiritual realm, and allow the healing that happens in the emotional realm as a consequence of it......Trust me, I will guide you through it all - together we will finish strong - always know, that if I have to carry you over the finish line, I will do it.

What a relief - Wow......that gives me permission, to let all this weight I carry on my shoulders crash to the floor, knowing that He will help me to organize and get where I have to get, but only where He ordains me to go, not where I think, other people think I should go.

Thank you, Jesus, for setting me free once again from the bondage I have been in!!! Thank you 

Did you know, that Satan had deceived me, by making me believe, that this was only a minor issue, not a struggle/challenge at all....as it was so hidden in my belief system, that I would have not realized this at all, had it not been for the last weeks of complete frazzledness. So relieved for being able to hand over the reins for these false belief systems to my beloved Daddy in Heaven.

With a grateful Heart, I pray for you, that you may all find the hidden struggles and are willing to let God take over the reins for any of the struggles, no matter how hidden they might be.

Be blessed my friends - In Jesus' Name,
Amen