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God bless you - You are amazing in His sight, never forget that!!! He created you in His image, and we all have a Purpose!!!

Hello my sweet friends, I am sorry for not keeping up with my posts, but too much has happened, and it wasn't easy to write, as I often didn't even have Internet connection.

To give you a quick update: I had a marvellous summer, and a lot has happened - My soul has found renewal in many aspects, my spirit has been saturated with God's truth and I have found healing regarding situations of the past - it felt as if I was being given a retreat for my soul suspended between Heaven and Earth. God truly never fails to comfort me, when I am sad and lonely.....He has held my hand, when I cried for lost loves and He has given me Hope, when I felt tired and overwhelmed by simply living out the life I have been given - my heart is quiet and peaceful, despite my circumstances, that are sometimes not how I would personally like them to be. But I find comfort and peace in the fact, that God knows, what He is doing, and that He urges me, to turn my loved ones over to Him at all times. He is ultimately in control - not me, I cannot carry those that do not want to cross over to the other side........He will do that in His time - my patience sometimes admittedly is running thin at the heart ache that I see, but I learn daily, that I have to trust God, to do what He has promised.

I do have a praise report today as well - my mother was having an appointment to get her heartbeat back to normal through a procedure with the defibrillator...... - and it worked - Praise God. Praying that her health will be restored and that as this broken heart finds healing, the family finds healing.

There are many things I would love to tell you/write about, that happened over the summer.....but I honestly don't know, where to start......I think I have to let it all settle in a bit more, before I can even attempt to fill you in - all I can say for now, is, that I am amazed at all the things, God lets me be a part of, and all the Beauty He unfolds before my very eyes. Truly grateful......He just blows me away.

Of course there is always new valleys to walk through, but as often as it hurts, when I am being attacked for what I believe in......I will continue to stand true to the One who died for me. His message to me at all times is, that Forgiveness is the key to healing - Christ forgave so much, so how can I withhold forgiveness to those that hurt me, to those that persecute me. Forgiveness and Christ's Love given freely to friend and foe alike will eventually win people to believe radically in the One that I have chosen to serve with all my heart and all my life. Last night I couldn't sleep well, due to thoughts running rampant in my head, of past hurts and snares......I felt so weak and just wanted to find rest in the arms of the love of my life......and when I prayed for rest, I got it - and now my heart is filled with His eternal peace all over again. Praise God

Back home - do I want to be here, I don't know...... admittedly, I'd rather be somewhere, where life is easier, but I know, that in time, I will be, where all my tears will be wiped away, and I get to live happily ever after......until then I will live out the life that I've been given, and give my best for Christ - Always.

Be Blessed my friends,
Amen