Longing to meet Jesus face to face....

God bless you - You are amazing in His sight, never forget that!!! He created you in His image, and we all have a Purpose!!!

Hello my friends, today finds me wishing/longing to meet Jesus face to face - to hang out with Him here on Earth, today - In general I am doing well and am not feeling lonely, cause I am connected to the lover of my soul in the Spirit, and that is good enough for me, and fills my heart with a song of Praise and Love - yet today, as I was walking down to the village to get croissants and pains aux raisins for my parents, Sarah and myself, I felt a deep deep longing - to meet Jesus face to face, to be able to touch him and feel His embrace......it's utterly lonely here on Earth sometimes.

A song that came to mind, is one that is on my mom's Oldie CD from my sister - and it's called Streicheleinheiten - that's how I feel today. I want to hide and withdraw and sit alone, crying for lost loves, and lick my wounds of loneliness..... - I believe this deep need has surfaced, because over the last years I always had to be strong for others (my children and now lately very much for my parents as well) and my needs have been pushed far far away, yet I can't hide from them anymore.....my batteries have been charged through my very close relationship with Christ, and the innate need for love and acceptance has been filled through His love as well. But today even though I feel loved and accepted for who I am and that I know, that all His promises will come true, even if only in Heaven, I feel very sad deep inside, and I think that's the great sadness and longing, that God must feel, ever since we left Him, deserted Him - when Adam and Eve deserted Him for the desire to be like God - this must be the sadness, He feels today, each time one of His children doesn't pursue His Heart of Hearts, is satisfied with things of the flesh rather than things of the Spirit and the Heart.

When I was waiting in the village for the laundry to be done (dried) I thought how often we feel this loneliness and try to fill the void with different lovers and/or alcohol, or whatever else Satan would promise us that would fill that void, and never allow the sadness to direct us to the love of God, and the promise of Heaven with the lover of our Soul. I know, that I cannot fall for a physical relationship to satisfy the desire to be held and loved by a man, a human being that is close enough to touch, because I am human and I still have a need for a shoulder to cry on, or someone to hold me tight - for I have lived such a life and it didn't satisfy me, it didn't fill my need on a deeper level - for it wasn't love on a heart to heart level, so it left me feeling lonely even thought I was with someone - maybe I should say, that the love didn't mature to a heart to heart level, cause every love in our life can reach this highest potential, because Love comes from God - yet it has to stay pure and not get thwarted by selfish desires or needs.

But God also showed me that this longing is part of His Plan - that each and everyone will reach a point in his or her life, where nothing else but to be reunited with the one, that God prepared for you, for all the right reasons will suffice - I don't know, if you remember my post on Fairy Tales - Happily Ever After in my previous blog (http://youschka650220.blogspot.com), that I posted in April of this year - this is what I meant then:  when we are in His Will and do not rebel against all He has in store for us, because we think we need to take matters into our own little hands, He will unite us with our true Love - some call it Soul Mate, some call it Twin Heart.....this true Love is the Love of Christ incarnate in another human being, that has surrendered all of himself or herself to all of Christ - that's when the Happily ever after will happen - Heaven on Earth will be obtained - it's all of you surrendered to Christ, and all of your lover surrendered to Christ - Christ meeting Christ - thus meeting Jesus face to face can happen today.....but you have to be ready, and so must the one, God created/handpicked for you, be ready.

Praying today, that I will reach this point in my life here on earth - and that the one that God handpicked for me, will reach this point while we're both still here on earth - even though the promise of eternity has helped me to focus on the promise of eternal love rather than on the sadness and longing of this morning. I am willing to walk this path, that is set before me.....hoping and believing that meeting Jesus face to face will truly wipe away all my tears - and rejoicing that happily ever after will follow.

In the mighty name of Jesus Christ I pray for all of you who are where I am, that do not want to be out of His will anymore and are willing to walk the distance for the Eternal Love promised to us.

His Blessings to you, my friends - Amen!!!