God bless you - You are amazing in His sight, never forget that!!! He created you in His image, and we all have a Purpose!!!
Hello my friends, here I am writing you another letter - trying to tell you what has been going on in my life, how God is moulding me more and more into His likeness.....with that comes HUGE Gratitude. I can feel Him inside my heart....He is prompting me to go see people, He connects me to people all around the world, that need Him - His touch and His help in their lives, He's helping me set up my practice.....sending people to help me with the chores of life......I feel deeply honoured, that He uses me in such a big way. Thank you Jesus - there is a song, that a friend of mine wrote.....that has a line in it: With your heart in mine, all the good in me will shine......friends, trust me, that's exactly what's happening to me.....nothing that I say or do is of me anymore.....it simply cannot be anymore. Christ has come alive in me and I feel so extremely honoured that He chose me to reflect His Character into this broken world.
Here comes another part of the story: This summer, when I was given such a wonderful retreat for my soul - suspended between Heaven and Earth, I felt that God has reestablished the connection that was between me and my twin heart.....thus making me long to be reunited with him again very strongly.....I can hear his heart beating again......and as I said, this heart to heart connection is the most tremendous gift from God - all of you surrendered to Christ and all of him or her surrendered to Christ - that's when 'Happily Ever After' can happen in the here and now......Heaven on Earth can be reached.....
I believe that in the supernatural realm, he and I are together again......now I am believing and trusting, that God will provide this biggest miracle in my life, when He sees it fit - in the meantime I am following His lead, where ever He leads me......living my life to honour Christ in all that I do. Sometimes the waiting is very hard - yet I know I have to keep believing and trusting, that God's timing is never late and always perfect - even though inside my heart the patiently yet actively waiting is painful.
But Jesus is right there with me, telling me in a sweet whisper: Trust me, girl - your dreams are safe with me.....I am here to comfort you and all will be well - your best is yet to come.
Yesterday, when my friend and I went to the Opera - courtesy of my brother, who holds season passes - God told me, to make this a Cinderella Night out for the two of us......Carriage and all.....and I did.....somehow I thought, that maybe I would, by His miracle working powers meet my Prince again - this feeling I have had a couple of times now.....that we would somehow run into each other.....but deep inside my heart, I was afraid.....what if He wasn't there.....would I still have a good time - or would I be extremely disappointed??? But before we left, I knew that I would have an amazing evening with my lovely friend.....that Jesus is truly enough, and that everything else will be an added bonus, but I won't be sad or disappointed. For I am trusting God with all my Heart and lean not on my own understanding - God does know best, when it's the right time for my miracle to happen......
In that I trust - forever more. Oh, and Jesus sees the end result, not the twists and turns and detours, so I have to learn to do the same......that's when miracles happen. Trusting trusting trusting and believing!!!
I wish you all a most blessed Sunday - in the mighty Name of Jesus Christ -
Amen
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